<3 Jaclyn's little journal thing.--

devilsrose20 @ 2005-12-04T10:27:00

2005-12-04T15:27:29Z

Saw sequoia;s last show... it was better than baby making

devilsrose20 @ 2005-11-15T20:34:00

2005-11-16T01:28:50Z

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh

Sequoia Outlaws are breaking up. Their last show is on Saturday Nov. 26th. Try your hardest to go, they are nice guys and have THE BEST live show....

GO Go GOOO

This weekend was depressing,and confusing. But I don't care-- today I had no school!!!!!!!!!! YES

Saddened

2005-10-03T04:12:59Z

Blah... not feeling to hott. I don't usually let this happen to me, but it did. I'm so stupid...I'm my own misery maker. Maybe next time I guess, I'm just not aggressive enough.

Newaygo is boring. I want to move out. Where? No idea...

School--------

2005-09-17T15:45:21Z

*Sigh*

We've started school. I guess its not as bad as I thought it'd be. This week was actually fun because we had this Katrina relief thing. They had this auction where teachers did stuff for the students, like Mr. Francis was taking kids on a hiking trip, Ms. Gellise is having a bonfire for 10 people, and Mrs. Pitzer is having a romantic dinner for two at her house. Guess who paid $32 for the latter? Carmen and I. Yes, thats right. Dinner for two at the Pitzer home. Now people are going to think Carmen and I are even more gay... if thats possible. Oh well- it doesn't really bother me what people think about Carmen and I.

devilsrose20 @ 2005-08-26T22:29:00

2005-08-27T02:38:40Z

Woo Hoo... My family reunion is tomorrow. It should be fun. Jordan is coming. I hope he doesn't get too embrassed...lol

My dad just got $900 so my brother and I can buy new snowboards. I'm so fucking excited. Last year my entire setup cost $450. This year I just gotta buy bindngs and the board. My brother better not be an ass and get like a $500 setup. I need new snowpants and a jacket too. I hate that huge yellow coat I have. I swear, you could fit like 3 people in there.

My parents bought a new couch. Most people don't talk about their parents buying new couchs, but this one is sweet! Nice and big for Jordan and I ... lol. But seriously, its huge. And comfortable.

I go back to prison in 2 fucking days. I hate school. I don't really care to see much of any one who goes there. My friend Ryan Avery is probably going to Mux which is gay cuz that kid is hilarious! I'll miss him... :( I wish I wasn't such a dick to him.

devilsrose20 @ 2005-08-16T19:46:00

2005-08-17T00:00:39Z

><BASIC STUFF<>

1.Name: JacLyn Ann rAe

2.Age: 16

3.Birthday: May 20th

4.Grade: Junior

5.Hair color: brown

6.Eye color: green right now, brown naturally

>HAVE YOU EVER<

7.Been kissed: Yes

8.Kissed someone: Yes

9.Had sex: everyday of my life (again—I lie a lot)

10.Gone farther with someone than kissing: hmm… MAYBE …??

11.Been drunk: YEs

12.If yes to #11, then what did you drink? A forty spiked with vodka, black velvet, other stuff 13.Done drugs: nope

14.If yes to #13, then what did you snort/smoke, etc?

15.Sung in public? If yes, then for what? I rapped some hardcore shit at the front doors of meijers

16.Oreos: How can you eat just one?? … I think that the wrong quote??

17.Been all by yourself in a movie theatre: no...

18.Cheated on a test of some sort? Allllll the time. Once I cheated on an oral test—I’ll tell you about it if you want…

19.Stolen something from someone or somewhere: o yes… lots of stuff

20.Been to a concert? If yes, what concert? There is way too many to name… mostly punk rock shows at the intersection, warped tour 04 and skelletones

21.Been out of state? Yes ma’am

22.Been to the beach? Allll the time

23.Broken a bone: FUCCk no

24.Met a celebrity? Many many... all from bands.

25.Stalked somebody: I am stalking YOU

26.Snuck out of your house to do something when you were grounded? No—I haven’t been grounded since 7th or 8th grade…

27.Snuck out of your house at night when your parents were asleep? yes

THIS OR THAT. (Choose the one you like better))

28.Black/White: black

29.Blue/Pink: blue

30.Felix Leroy/Joseph James: fuck--I have no clue

31.Coke/Pepsi: pepsi

32.7UP/Sprite: sprite

33.Pepsi/Dr. Pepper: dr pepper

34.Balloons/Streamers: ballons

35.Sweet 16/Legal 21: sweet 16 3

6.Rap/Rock: rock

37.Movies with your boyfriend or girlfriend/night out with the guys or girls: night out with guy/girl friends

38.Skateboarding/Skiing: snowboarding

39.Hot/Cold: cold

40.Winter/Summer: winter for boarding and summer for boarding and just being plain fuckin’ lazy

41.Rain/Snow: both

42.Llamas/Monkeys: neither... monkeys remind me of shitty ass areopostale

43.Napoleon Dynamite/Ladder 49: dynamite

44.Plain/Chocolate Milk: milk sounds gross right now… never try to drink a whole gallon of milk … even if you have a friend to help

45.Eat/Sleep: both

>>DO YOU LIKE.

46.Boys: aww… Yes…*cough*

47.Girls: aww… Yes *cough*

48.Parents: why not?

49.Siblings: sometimes

50.School: HATE IT!! Newaygo is fucking gay as hell

51.Weed: uhh.. I don’t care for it really

52.Alcohol: =)

53.Llamas: overrated

54.Furbies: I miss those

55.Napoleon Dynamite ((The movie)): its ok…

56.Racists: annoy me…

57.Rock: I like rocks… don’t do much…

58.Hip-Hop: ill pass

59.R&B: I’m the best gangsta shit

60.Rap: “nigga what?”

61.Country: no

YOUR LOVE LIFE<<

62.Are you single or taken: SiNglE

63.Do you like somebody right now, who? Aww.. YES!

64.Why do you like them: they’re cute, have good grades, love their mom… (I’m lying)

65.Dumped Somebody ((if yes, then how did you do it?)): I don’t dump people, I ignore them until they dump me. . . I know—Im extremely middle school

66.Been dumped ((If yes, how did they do it?)): “I think we should break up”... me: “ok”

67.Been in love ((If yes, how did you know?)): never was

68.Cheated on your bf/gf: oops

69.Are you straight, gay, lesbian, or bi? ((Are you comfortable with your sexuality?)): I’ll tell you later . . . = )

<3<3 Jaclyn

p.s. I ran 2 miles today and it felt GREAT!

New Hairs

2005-08-16T21:48:11Z

I just bleached part of my hair to dye it red. I think I might leave it blonde for a while...

devilsrose20 @ 2005-08-13T12:25:00

2005-08-13T16:32:53Z

YES!! My BEST friend's EX boyfriend likes me... two days after they broke up. Damn it! And he's telling people he never liked her in the first place. What an ass...dick...pussy... you name it! I feel so bad for her. I know I look like an ass too! This sucks. I guess I just have to tell him there is no way I could go out with my friend's ex boyfriend, esp when she still liked him when they broke up.

I didn't hardly eat at all yesterday, which was really cool. I had a cookie, twislers and a bowl of ice cream... pretty healty, huh? I was nervous about my hair cut, which looks like shit. I think I'm gonna cut it again so I'll have really short hair! :)

I hope tonight is fun. Jordan is in Chicago :(

WarPEd '05

2005-08-06T05:56:11Z

God... FUCK instant star, all that fake drama is so sickening. What the hell is the point of that shit anyways? To make kids feel bad for feeling bad about thier lives when the people on T.V. have it "so hard"?

Warped Tour kicked ass. I met Pete from Fall Out Boy. He's a cutie :) I saw so many bands. I decided I love mohawks... Dropkick Murpheys and Suicide Machines were the best, I think. I need to learn to play an instrument. I love music so much, its frustrating not being able to make any. I realized how plain I am. I don't mind it though. Its kinda of nice knowing that I don't need hair dye and makeup for people to talk to me.

Wow-- I have a lot of thoughts right now, I just don't feel like writing them down :(

p.s. I really hope Joe Simions didn't buy the same shirt as me!

Damn you, Division Street!

2005-07-26T08:25:48Z

No one ever updates on this thing...its sad really. Oh well. My lip is healing nicely... no infections or anything. And it’s not sore at all. I am going to apply at a mOvIe StOrE tomorrow, so I have to take it out and put in a retainer. I was thinking about taking out my gauges, but they aren’t that big. WISH ME LUCK :( :(

Kasi Carmen and I went to Skelletones the other night. BEST. FUCKING. PLACE. EVER. I had so much fun. I felt I could actually be myself. I danced to the rock music. I can dance so much better to rock than rap. I don’t know why. The bands were rad and everyone was so nice. Well, except his one guy who wouldn’t let Carmen talk to someone she wanted to. Other than that, I talked to a few new people. The bands were pretty cool. Tears for Juliet were soft, but they had a good sound. Shooting Feedback had THE BEST vocals. But their sound and style sucked. Well, it didn’t suck, I just didn’t like too much. Vigilantes are just awesome. I bought their cd. Best 5 bucks I ever spent.

Oh, and I got hit on by some little kids. Actually, one was 15 and the other one’s brother was “Brent French” and he was in the band Vigilantes. So it wasn’t that bad. But, damn that Kasi, she did encourage it…Speaking of Kasi, some assholes broke her taillight. I guess it should have been expected, I mean we were parked on Division Street. And that’s where all the ganstas/hookers/druggies hang out. And we happened to meet some druggies. They seemed real cool at first, extremely nice, gave us some cigs for no reason at all, we didn’t even ask for them. Well, they wanted us to take them to Ten Bells and Kasi and I were like “hell no”, so instead, we just ran from morning star (a cool little café) to the art gallery. They didn’t follow us, but when we got back the bastards van was gone and Kasi’s tail light was in pieces…

Poor Kasi flipped out and took a “walk”(more of run). I didn’t know what to do, so I watched Kasi’s car in case they came back and Carmen ran after Kasi. In the end, Kasi’s dad didn’t even care and we told him we had no idea what happened.

Anyways, this huge entry has no point except to stress the point that

I <3 Skelletones.

More than myspace!

>>>>>>Jaclyn

Woot Woot

2005-07-20T04:57:18Z

Gots my lip pierced:

<3<3

i went house sitting for a while last week. it was awesome. i had fun. I want a MOHAWK! not on me though, on a guy. Ever since SLC Punk! i could cream myself over Bob...

Like, TOTALLY, dude...brah

2005-06-29T03:06:11Z

SwEeT....

I feel like an "extreme sport" person.Yesterday I went wakeboarding for the first time and loved it. It took me 4 tries to get up, but I did it. Also, I can heelside decent, but not toe. I can't wait to learn more. Then today I went waterskiing. I got up on my first try. Its actually harder (I think) then wakeboarding. You use totally different muscles. My back is so sore. Sometimes I wonder why I like snowboarding/wakeboarding/whatever else so much. I just feel like I HAVE to get good... I'm just like those volleyball girls I make fun of at school. Yet, instead of their volleyball or basketball... its sb/wb/we for me. Am I a conformist? Hahhah--

Hopefully for being on a boat for a long time tanned me a bit. Im sick of being albino.............

FUUUUUUUUUUUUCk

<3 Jaclyn

devilsrose20 @ 2005-06-24T01:29:00

2005-06-24T05:39:03Z

Hmmm. Chugging milk isn't a good idea. I still have nightmares about it.

WOW- I have nothing to talk about. My friend Andrew has a band who is playing at Ten Bells July 14. Im so excited for him, he seems excited.

Today at 7:00pm my friends and I decided to go tubing down the river. We bought 4 tubes from family dollar and had a riot for about 2 hours, thats when a) we got bored and b) we realized we wouldn't get back until 10:00 or 11:00 pm. So we stopped at this random guy's house and he drove us to Jeremy's motorhome thingy. Its funny how teenagers can find ways to do things they want, even if it causes discomfort to someone else. We knew that we wouldn't make it all the way down the river, but we f*ing felt like floating on tubes and freezing our a$$es off anyways

devilsrose20 @ 2005-06-20T20:31:00

2005-06-21T00:39:47Z

Hey-- I just got back from a birthday party and shopping. It was fun. Carmen and I were talking the other day and we caught ourselves saying that this girl we knew "went christian". I thought that was funny. How when someone starts beleving in God and practicing religion we refer to it as almost a style. "Going Christian".

I like Matt alot. I think this might work out for a while. As long as exboyfriends don't get in the way. lol-- just kidding.

Well~ there acutally has been quite a bit of fun stuff lately.. yet I'm not allowed to talk about it incase some one is reading my journal that I don't want reading it....

One thing I can say is that Kasi and I chugged a gallon of milk in the parking lot of Housemans. We were so sick... but it was worth it! Except we didn't finish it completely! We had like this much< >
in the bottom--maybe next time.

Anyways~ the trio (Carmen Kasi and I) are heading out to DQ for icecream... so LATER.
--Jaclyn

devilsrose20 @ 2005-06-10T22:58:00

2005-06-11T03:00:27Z

Did I metion I got a kitten? Well- I did. I don't like cats, though, I just like kittens. Its a boy and he's black and white. Any name ideas?

THANKS, MAN

devilsrose20 @ 2005-06-10T16:57:00

2005-06-10T21:15:11Z

Life is going so good right now. I don't know what I did to deserve it, and I'm kinda waiting for it to all crash, but right now I'm not going to think about that.

Thursday, Carmen called me and said:

"Wanna go to Michigan Adventures?"

me: "Yes."

So, Kasi came and picked us up and we headed to Michigan Adventures. It was really fun. We went on the Funnel of Fear, and I got over my fear of water slides. Carmen got over her fear of roller coasters, too, which was awesome. She actually rode Shivering Timbers! It was crazy...

On the way home we stopped at Ron's. Kasi had to go home early so we decided to have a bonfire at my house. When we got to my house, Kasi, Carmen, Ron, Matt, Tom and I built a fire and hung out. Then, Ron went on my swing and hit a tree. He got his 7th concussion which sucks cuz 8 concussions can be fatal. Plus, he has regionals (for dirtbike racing) today and they didn't drive home until 4:00am. I hope he does good, I feel bad for keeping him up!

Anyways... I gotta continue cleaning for money on SuNdAy...(HALIFAX< FROM FIRST TO LAST< EMANUEL< and two more I don't know)

devilsrose20 @ 2005-06-09T03:50:00

2005-06-09T07:55:12Z

Whats your name: Jaclyn Rae
how old are you: 16
how tall are you: 5'o"
how much do you weigh: 105
what color eyes do you have: Brown (soon to be green)
what's your nationality: white
where do you live: newaygo
when's your birthday: May 20th

favorites
animal: Jack-o-Lantern
color: Black, Green and Blue
food: Ramen noodles--so cliche
tv show: Wonder Showzen, Rockzilla, Degrassi
movie: Napolean Dynamite, Team America, Clockwork Orange, 16 Candles, Beverly Hills Ninja
Country: Aussie seems cool
band: right now-- Fall Out Boy
song: all of the songs on the cd: from under the cork tree, shimmy shimmy quarter turn, i am the avalanche's "symphony (six the hard way)"
actor: oo-- NO ONE
actress: NONE
drink: ice tea, hot tea, water... pop is gross (most of the time)...!
time of day: dead noon or midnight
word: i love words... but its more of how you say them

have you ever ...
done drugs: ??
drank alcohol: Yes
broken a bone: nope
gotten high: Yes/no
killed someone: no
lost someone you loved: kinda
hit your computer really hard: no, but i wish it had feelings sometimes so i could hit it and it would hurt the computer....

band vs band
AFI or My Chemical Romance: hmm-- both are decent
HIM or Blink 182: blink 182
Green Day or Sum 41: Sum 41
From Autumn to Ashes or It Dies Today: dunno
AC/DC or Metallica: ac/dc
Slipknot or Mudvayne: niether
A7X or The Used: the used
Backstreet Boys or NSYNC: NSYNC always

hate or like
wheat bread: sometimes
poptarts: LOVE, i LIVE off 'em (the way to my heart is a box of these in chocolate...)
taking surveys: just to pass time...
meat: uhh.. chicken is good
rock music: yes
love: sometimes
school: ummm-- if are school had cool people than yea
candy: sometimes
penguins: FUCK NO!

FIRST WORD THAT YOU THINK OF
cheese: outta a can
gorilla: "i will eat you"
teeth: bite
butterflies: your gay
love: hurrrrts!
trees: without a paddle
canadians: eh?
money: Ha...ha...ha... whats money??

devilsrose20 @ 2005-06-09T03:17:00

2005-06-09T07:20:58Z

Hmm-- Ryan Avery? Its weird-- don't ask, he's coming to my house tommorrow to wake me up :)-- is that weird?

Tabatha is annoying me... her only comebacks are "your immature"... umm ok I get the picture...Oh, and I wasn't saying YOUR idol was a slut... if you were smart you'd catch my drift-- but we'll see. Oh-- and the pickel thing is true, she told me, in person, in world history-- so whatever.

I'm so jittery, why? Its like I'm extremely excited over something, but I don't know what.

I need to write, I haven't written in a long time.

Does splashing water hurt anyone else? It hurts when people splash me... I don't think thats normal.

Thursday (tommorrow) I'm going with Carmen to Ron's. Matt is going to be there... can you believe I still (kinda) like him after all this time? Its different--

devilsrose20 @ 2005-06-08T00:09:00

2005-06-08T04:20:31Z

Hey-- Marla's party was soo fun. At first, all I wanted was to get drunk cuz it was kinda boring cuz I didn't know any one. Then this kid from Fremont was gonna get us some, but we didn't trust this kid at all. So, we told him that we'd pay him when we got it. Well, while he was gone, Jerry inspired us to have fun, so we came up with the idea of a mud fight.

Carmen, Jeff w, Matt b, Jerry j, Ashley b, Tiphani b, Ethan, Mike and I threw mud at each other for probably a good hour. After that, Ash and I were, of course, all muddy so we took a bathing suit shower. When she got out, I got NaKeD--lol-- and then Carmen came and said she needed to jump in the shower, so I put my bathing suit back on and then she jumped in. Then, this kid who was a hot version of napolean dynomite got in too, but we could see his HUGE boner through his boxers, so us girls got out. He was so disappointed, he had told his friends to come back in an hour to pick him up (he thought he was gonna have sex with all three of us ..lol) then, when we were all dressed Carmen, Ashley and I went and talked with "napolean's" friends, and, because I 'm so short, they called people up telling them "napolean" had sex with a 9 year old, it was hilarious.

Anyways-- after that (it was about 11:30) we met Matt Kyle Adam and Andy and chilled by the fire. Matt and Carmen really hit it off, Ashley and Adam hit it off and so did me and Kyle. We talked all night, it was so fun. It actually made me sit back and realize that it was fun to be 16 and so innocent. There was no alcohol, no sex, just kids having fun. The boys stayed until 4:30 am, and then Marla's ma drove them home. So all in all, it was a fun night....

devilsrose20 @ 2005-06-04T15:15:00

2005-06-04T19:39:07Z

Hey-- So, Im kinda with this guy named Joe. He's 18 and lives in GR, but we see each other every weekend. I feel bad though, cuz every weekend we hang out, I only just stay the night cuz I got so much stuff going on. And thats exactly what went wrong in my last relationship. I don't know how its gonna work out cuz he's another one of those guys who thinks that I am perfect. God, I AM NOT. I'm a normal girl, what is soo special about me? I hate it because they think I am all they want and then they find out I have flaws like every one else and say "Oh, well, next." And I know some chick who hates me is going to read this and be like, "OMG.. she thinks she is HOT SHIT." But, no, its the oppisite. I know that I'm not. So please save the nasty anonymous comments for some one who cares...Anyways, I gotta jet to Kasi's open house, and then to Marla's party.. should be BANGING...
---JACLYN

devilsrose20 @ 2005-06-02T16:32:00

2005-06-02T20:31:32Z

Ugg... i am so good at screwin stuff up. I thought carmen was a b*tch and i said nasty things about her to tabatha, which made tabatha hate her. then, i became friends with carmen again which probably pissed tabatha off. Now, tabatha isn't talking to me, karl isn't talking to me, and guess who's to blame? me! i try to make everyone happy and i end up making things worse. i blew karl off cuz i didn't want to hurt him. i tried to blow carmen off cuz i am always such a b*tch to her, and i pissed tabatha off cuz i knew i was wrong for saying those things about carmen and then turning around and being a hypocrit by being friends wiht her again, so i just didn't talk about it wiht tabatha. I AM AN IDIOT! I don't care what people think, i miss karl and tabatha. tabatha was one of my best friends for a long time. she is like my only friend that makes me feel good about myself. geeze-- i am stupid. we always had so much fun together even if all we did was laugh at stupid stuff in her room... i wish i could take a class that made me not an asshole. i have tried calling karl, i even apologized on his livejournal... o well i deserve it! GRGRERRR!! ---

some one please kick my ass... i need it...

devilsrose20 @ 2005-05-29T11:19:00

2005-05-29T15:20:01Z

wow-- this weekend has been fun

i went to goodwill and got some clothes
i hung out with joe brett and amber
and in 20 mintues i will be floating down the river SWEEt

anyways-- idont feel like typing...

Its a Tuesday

2005-03-29T15:01:47Z

omg-- i just did something that i have wanted to do for so long!! i feel so much better! i dont know why i didn't do it earlier. i didn't realize how unhappy she made me. i had ppl tell me i should do it, i had my mom tell me ever since i met her. i had ppl point out all the shit she's done, but i never acted on it. i pretended it wasn't a big deal, or that i didn't care or that she didn't do it on purpose. then i hear she does it to other ppl, other friends of hers. make them feel like shit, steel the only things that make her "friends" happy. and why does she do it? why do ppl let her do it to them? cuz she doesn't show her real self. she never tells anyone how she feels, unless its what they want to hear. she sits in a shell and acts so everyone around her will like her. she tells the ppl that she hates that they are her best friend, she hangs out with ppl that she says (to me) annoy the shit outta her. she was my best friend for a long time, and i'll definately miss the fun times we had, when she was as real as she'd allow her self to be. it just sucks that most of the fun times we had were just me and her... and dont get me wrong, i have tried to fix things... over and over and over. she wont listen to me. i try to talk to her, and i ask "how do you feel? what can i change to fix this? what am i doing wrong?" and her response is silence... or "i dunno"... i guess she didnt care, about me or our friendship. and it sucks cuz i do care, i dont want to stop being friends. but i am sick of coming home and feeling like shit because of her. but im past it now. if she will act like a spoiled brat, thats fine. then i am done with this and if she wants to apologize for making her supposedly BEST friend want to fall off the earth, then i will accept it. and to her : i am sorry for what i did, besides the fact i dont know WHAT i did for you to act how you did/do. so please, tell me why you do what you do cuz i DO NOT understand you at all..

devilsrose20 @ 2005-03-21T11:28:00

2005-03-21T16:37:35Z

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devilsrose20 @ 2005-03-17T08:49:00

2005-03-17T13:35:57Z

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